January 2012
3 posts
December 2011
7 posts
Fucking depressed.
Depressed as hell
For I’ve tried a whole range of stuff, and met a whole lot of people, but there’s really very little things/relationships I am proud of, or feel a sense of accomplishment towards.
And worse still, I don’t know what to do about this.
Eh wtf, it’s back again ._.
Perhaps it’s time I time these lapses - sometimes it really seems I’m female
First
And so I just got my first overall grade of law school - b+. I will learn to be contented.
It turns out that my assessments of standards are pretty sound though, so that means more fierceness is required, next sem.
November 2011
2 posts
and so I realise, that I’ve been feeling miserable the past few weeks not just because of exams and deadlines, but also because I can’t make up my frickin mind what I want, and what I need.
damn it already.
October 2011
2 posts
Dear God
I don’t ask for much,
just time to keep up, which means having enough time to do the rest of my due projects and reports.
I used to think that you were the only one for me; that I never considered anyone else because I only saw myself with you. I realised today, however, that perhaps it wasn’t really “you” that I want, but just the feeling of loving someone, and being loved in return.
For I realised that I couldn’t see myself with you either.
It begs the question… What now?
September 2011
1 post
I had told the voices then:
What I lacked in terms of memory I would compensate by internalisation. What I lacked in intelligence I would make up twice over in industriousness.
to what point, though?
August 2011
2 posts
While it probably (still) is a bit premature to make pronouncements about school life and what lies ahead at this point, it’s seems (increasingly) to me that:
1) Setting aside hours to rest adequately each night is a worthwhile investment.
2) Seeing university as a vocational training more than “school” in the conventional sense may be a most useful… perspective.
New (school) year resolutions
Get adequate rest each night.
July 2011
3 posts
It’s been so many years, and it looks like I still haven’t moved on.
The reality of having to deal with school and its related woes in a matter of weeks, hit me only a while ago. Since then I’ve been led to consider difficult personal matters like success and goals, interpersonal politics, relationships and the like. I needed to make decisions regarding the type of student I would be in school, and the precise priorities that would govern the next few decades...
January 2011
5 posts
“Never underestimate a girl’s love for her favorite band. Never think even for a...”
– Alex Gaskarth (via fuckyeahalltimelowquotes)
April 2010
1 post
March 2010
1 post
February 2010
1 post
This morning, before Church
I went running. It felt good.
January 2010
3 posts
November 2008
4 posts
It is done.
My IB examinations ended at the earliest possible time, after 6 days of intensive morning AND afternoon papers. And now, I’m not quite sure how to react. It’s just been so matter-of-fact-like that i haven’t been able to feel much in terms of sheer jubiliation or whatever.
Haha I’m typing this even as i sit at gate C16, awaiting permission to board my flight, and all i can...
The end is nigh
Two. Days.
Three.
Papers.
Grarhhhh
I'm really getting tired
and finding myself looking forward more and more to the end now.
and i question whether this shift in attitude was necessary.
i’m beginning to worry.
I think it’s time to pray.
That's it,
No more Mr. Nice Kenneth.
You bugger of a bug business, let me at you.
And my age-old nemesis, Mathematics.
October 2008
3 posts
Raffles and Oxford
One wednesday afternoon a pure-blooded ACSian ventures into the compounds of RI/RJC. He got lost. Haha.
Other than that, the interview went fine overall i guess (and hope). I could not have been more fortunate, what with my passage being on the great man theory, and the interviewer’s area of expertise being of all things - napoleon bonaparte.
The front part didn’t go well - i...
Remainder
HL History - The whole of Paper2 + Deng/Korea/Vietnam
HL Business - Everything
HL English - Practice
SL Mathematics - Practice
SL Chemistry - Practice
Judging by this it doesn’t seem like I’ve covered much these few days actually. Which isn’t too good. And with tomorrow being Deepavali I have to reconsider the viability of embarking on my History P2 blitz (since the...
A game of Hearts
may convey far more meaning than is immediately apparent.
Well, two could play at that game.
September 2008
5 posts
Oranges and Lemons
Gay go up, and gay go down To ring the bells of London Town Bull’s eyes and targets Say the bells of St. Marg’ret’s Brickbats and tiles Say the bells of St. Giles’ Oranges and lemons Say the bells of St. Clement’s Pancakes and fritters/(Old shoes and slippers) Say the bells of St. Peter’s Two sticks and an apple Say the bells at Whitechapel Old...
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Chemistry was okay overall. Math was ok, except I lost 12 marks in 1 question. History was. I don’t know. Scary. Sigh. We’ll see.
I am tired. This has been a long season. Deadline after deadline.
Maybe I’ll take a holiday during the one week break.
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English was meh =\ Business was whatintheworld?
Chemistry tomorrow. and I need to do some Math too so I don’t die on Thurs revising for Fri.
Sigh.
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English, was fine. Took the prose. It was a Morton’s Fork.
So it has started. Day 1 has come and gone. I am strangely invigorated. I have, however,doubts in my productivity. And perseverance. I need Your help :\
Oh, and have I mentioned how much I dislike administration?
August 2008
2 posts
“China’s 600 million people have two remarkable peculiarities; they are,...”
– Mao Zedong, April 1958
It’s been a long time. Too long. But well, now you’re back :)
July 2008
4 posts
Pain
I have two world lits to do in one day.
I don’t know how I always end up in this mess. :(
HAHA I LOL-ed at this →
Click the title!
June 2008
5 posts
The joy of Business
[07/01/08 - 11: 14:32] Ho : RAAAAAAAAAHHHHH
[07/01/08 - 11: 14:35] Ho : business
[07/01/08 - 11: 14:35] Ho : RAAAAAHHHH
[07/01/08 - 11: 14:46] Ho : i feel stupid just reading through the notes
[07/01/08 - 12: 04:33] Ho : i left the formula list in school but who gives a damn?
[07/01/08 - 12: 04:38] Ho : i'll go watch frasier
[07/01/08 - 16: 26:48 ] 'neth : what formula sheet?
[07/01/08 - 16: 26:51 ] 'neth : lol!
Chemistry and Almonds